Release Me

My thoughts are running a mock with me,
Flat lies empty but stll i can see
Reminders of what might have been,
If only i hadn't looked, hadnt seen.

It feels so empty, lonely and bare,
I feel i deserve no one to care,
Why should i what is my worth?
Tainted since my fated birth.

I need to escape to leave this place,
Get out and run disguise my face,
Look in the mirror, hate what i see
No wonder people take piss from me.

When will life come to an end?
A letter to the Gods i send
In that letter it doth say,
Dear Gods please take my life away.

Response as such, not your time but mine
So get in the queue go stand in line,
When we are ready, then, you'll come
To that place that, you, call home.