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Today i find that not only have i lost somone but that they have taken away my chance of change. She took my words and my thoughts in one foul scoop. She apparently set up a blog for me, but has now taken it back and reclaimed it for herself. Why would she feel the need to do that? She said to me the other night if you can stop loving you never loved at all. Not true, love changes. She professed her love for me but on being challenged removed me from her life in the blink of an eye. Some would say i had A LUCKY ESCAPE?? It doesnt feel that way to me. It feels like i let someone in and they took my feelings and shredded them. No thought, or maybe there was?! Was it literally all calculated? What was the game plan? I'm going to continue to write my thoughts down, this may not be as posh as the one that she did for me but at least it's a space for me to express myself.